06-30-2010, 11:00 PM
.......I tried to work, doing a volunteer office job. Just to see how it would go.
At first, it was ok, but once I started handling and inputting cards from the California Dept. of Justice, into an Excel Spreadsheet that I had created, I lost it.
Just handling those cards created terrible pain but I wanted to at least finish this project. I had to take a lot of breaks just to shake it off, and I seriously felt like I was being electrocuted. LOL!
In a way it felt good at first, because I was allowed to create a spreadsheet, add some complicated formulas to it, and make it a template so it could be used for a long time. The head work was ok, but the physical wasn't; and made me realize the QME was right on his rating report when he said I would never work again.
I want to try again, once I get the permanent Spinal Cord Stimulator. BTW, I have a surgery date before the end of July.
Hope everyone else had a productive and/or pain free day.
At first, it was ok, but once I started handling and inputting cards from the California Dept. of Justice, into an Excel Spreadsheet that I had created, I lost it.
Just handling those cards created terrible pain but I wanted to at least finish this project. I had to take a lot of breaks just to shake it off, and I seriously felt like I was being electrocuted. LOL!
In a way it felt good at first, because I was allowed to create a spreadsheet, add some complicated formulas to it, and make it a template so it could be used for a long time. The head work was ok, but the physical wasn't; and made me realize the QME was right on his rating report when he said I would never work again.
I want to try again, once I get the permanent Spinal Cord Stimulator. BTW, I have a surgery date before the end of July.
Hope everyone else had a productive and/or pain free day.
Let Go, and Let God......
