Help with prayer

[bronco54501]

Manley2, I hope you get some relief... I often wonder why the lord lets us go through so much pain and agony, and all that comes to mind is maybe we do it for the ones that cant take as much pain... I often find myself talking to the lord out loud, usually while I'm alone driving.. I also do it to take my mind of things and to calm down my anxiety attacks... I know he is there listening and often feel tingly or just a feeling he is right next to me... It's hard some times to deal with pain, and just dont seem fair that anyone would have to go through this, but we all must have a purpose...

I have not had an rf yet, and is the next step if the next injection does the trick again... I am only on celebrex and vicodin for pain, which only helps keep my levels down enough to survive.. But lately I cant get a grip on it and have been climbing daily into the 7-8 range.. I have asked to be put on oxxy again which really worked well for me but my DR is out untill Tues and will have to wait and see...

I have been put in a blender more less with my accident, almost everything on the left side was broke or just injured.... I flat lined three times, hospital bed to wheel chair, and had to learn to walk again.. If this was 15 years ago I would have never survived with my injuries.......... And I owe it all to the lord, he has me walking,working a full time job and am here for my family.... So I know first hand the lord does work in his own way.............Keep the faith, he is listening.........

[Manley2]

driving is another one of those times I use to talk with him but just don't have the money to do any running around like that so that doesn't help. I know there is a reason we go thru this pain and he will let us know in his time. It's just when I don't feel like I'm able to get everything out I worry. My talks with him always make me feel better even if everything around me is going wrong so without them I feel lost. As I've said I know he is still there and maybe all he wants out of this is to know I'm still here waiting. I've only been mad at myself and not him. There is a plan and he will let each of us know what he wants us to know when he is ready, and just maybe he is waiting for us to be ready.

[Still in Limbo]

Manley, if You hold Your Emotions in, and let Them Work on You, Stress is going to Build and eventually Turn into Anger and Depression. I Drive My Wife Nuts at Times because When I Ache so Bad I want to Scream, I just Start Singing instead of Screaming!! And don't Sell a Good Cry Short, Big Boy's do Cry!! These 2 are just a small Part of how I try and get My Emotions Out when They start to Overtake Me, I just thought I would Share Them with You, and let You know You are not alone!! Find Your Stress Reliever and You will Feel Much Better!! I Wish You My Very Best, and Hope You Feel Better Soon!!