Is this really how I'm suppose to be treated??

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Thank you everyone for all the advice. My doctor hasnt released me to any kind of work. He wrote in his notes, and told me, that i cannot return to an industrial environment. In his opinion I will be able to return to a sedentary, clean air environment. I asked him what does that mean? He told me he beleives I will be able to return to a job where I'm on my rear shuffling papers. My line of work my whole life has been machine repair. I've had to climb, crawl, squeeze my self into places. work with tools on some big equipment.I'm my feet and on the plant floors keeping it running.I dont know what to expect Cycler. I want to get back to work, but because I cant return to an industrial environment I cant do what I've been doing since I was 19. And that is because of my last work environment. Doesnt that make this their fault???? Yet I'm the one that is at finacial ruin. THIS IS COMPLETELY BAFFLING AND NOT RIGHT. i'M ONLY 34 AND CANT PROVIDE BECAUSE A DOCTOR WONT OFFICIALLY RELEASE ME TO WORK, I HAVE NO INSURANCE TO CONTINUE TREATMENT AND NO INCOME CAUSE W/C IS DISPUTING THE CLAIM. AUGHH. This is impossible.