Does your family understand and support you

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the only time my BF has come with me to anything was when I had surgery. Cause I obviously couldn't drive. But I hear about it all the time about how he should have been compensated for that. Plus just a few weeks ago he came with me to the orthopedic doctor. I needed someone mean to be with me because i wasn't going to walk out of their with no answers like I normally did.
other then that he has never supported anything with work comp. Just about how nice it would be to get paid by them.
All the money that I have gotten from work comp. I have paid bills with and bought stuff for my son and daughter.
Now that I get impairment benefits I haven't told him about that and just put it in my account. I also will do the same thing when I settle. More then likely to move out.
I know his ex wife (from 26 years ago) Always took any kind of drugs she could get her hands on. It is hard for me to take one pill, let alone 2 or 3. I get ill. He should know this because when I came home from the hospital after my first surgery. About midnight the block wore off and I was in so much pain I took an oxy codone and two minutes later it came back up.
If anything he should also know because I am always complaining about it. The toughest part is dropping something and I say real loud OHHHHHH and now my son does that when he drops something.
People I don't even know always ask me what happened to my hand because there is a gigantic lump just above my wrist 9 (I think it is scar tissue it is hard and makes my whole arm hurt) and also my hand is a little smaller then the left, not sure if that is because of the fusion or because I spent a great deal of 2008 in a cast and a splint. Oh yeah plus the 8 scars I have on my hand. But yeah I shouldn't be taken pain meds..lol
He doesn't get on the computer because he doesn't know how to use one. But then again..Lucky me...
He doesn't know I get on this site and I think that's for the best