A Prayer for My Brother and My Parents!

[jayne]

I had 2 sisters like that...and felt I owed neither of them nothing they had hurt my family and to me the ultimit betrayal is to inflict harm to someone I love....their drugs and harmful behavior was just to much for me.......it wasnt till I looked at the dead face of one of my sisters and felt the deep pain and knew I could never,never fix it ever.... I never made their mistakes I worked took care of my kids and theirs and they were both fools....funny it just doesnt matter when you look at their dead faces and hear the pain in your parents sobs it hurts and it hurts deep inside where nothing can fix it.....Do what you can to make amends cuz when they are gone you just cant.....its a hurt so deep knowing you can never never fix it ever.....I am not ever gonna be friends with my remaining sister the betrayal goes to deep,but she knows I love her I just dont like her.......I will do anything to keep her safe and fed and in her nursing home.....But I dont want her in my home.....but if they day comes I have to look at here dead face I will know I did every thing I could....I cant say that about the other one