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Deb · 12-20-2008, 05:10 AM

Hi Everyone!

It's been awhile since I've posted but I've been reading now and again. I received a Christmas Card from Jayne the other day - Thank you Jayne. That's twice now that a little action on your part has snapped me back from a downward spiral.

I have been dealing with very deep depression this past year and even with all of the medication I just can't seem to stop this roller coaster ride. I'm in therapy but I haven't noticed that it helps a whole lot. I'm really surprised that Workman's Comp has covered the therapy like it has. The doc tells me that normally they only approve 4 sessions twice (total of 8 sessions) and the injured worker usually has to fight to get more than that. I'm on my 4th set now. I really feel for my family - they have endured so much. I guess the bright side of the coin is that they are still sticking it out.

I am scheduled to be rated January 6th. I wonder if that day will mark a new release on life for me. God I pray so.

Well on a brighter note I have a job now. The doctor released me to go back to work and restricted the heck out of me. I was really surprised to even find a job that would work with all of the restrictions. I am a data analyst for MetLife Home Mortgages. They have been really great working with me and all of my problems. I really love the hours. I work from 6 AM to 3 PM so by the time I get off it still seems like I have a lot of time left. I remember working the 8 - 5 routine and it seemed like all I ever did was work, eat and sleep.

I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas.

Best of Wishes and may God Bless,
Debbie

sweet tooth · 12-20-2008, 05:26 AM

so thankful to hear from you sorry to hear your still having so many problums we will pray a little harder but glad you have been able to go and find a job that will help you thats a lot to be thankful for . Just keep looking up and asking the Lord for help he will see us thru !!! love ya sweet tooth

RNvic · 12-20-2008, 08:13 AM

Deb- glad to see you back. Sorry you are still having problems, extra prayers going up that things will get better

Bummer Knees · 12-20-2008, 08:59 AM

I have missed you on the forum.

I find one of the best forms of therapy for me is talking to my family & friends, and this includes my friends on the forum.

Things are much easier to cope with when I can communicate my thoughts.

~~capricorn~~ · 12-20-2008, 09:19 AM

DEB>>>>>

It is so nice to hear from you. Sorry the depression is still with you. I find that counseling and as Bummer said talking about your feelings is the biggest help although it takes time. Wonderful news about your new job. Congratulations. What an accomplishment. So hard to find something within restrictions. I'm glad WC is not giving you a hard time about continuing counseling. Jan 6th I will pray is a positive new beginning for you.

With good thoughts and prayers always.
CAP

jayne · 12-20-2008, 10:40 AM

I missed your sweet posts so bad now if you need me I am just a phone call away....

~~Still in Limbo~~ · 12-20-2008, 10:45 AM

Deb, it's Great to Hear from You!! Congratulations on Your New Job!! I have Dealt with that Devil called Deep Depression Myself, and still do, it's like Alcoholism, You are never Really Cured, You just have to Learn to Recognize the Warning Signs, and Fight the Urge to Drop Yourself back into the Depression Feelings. With Work I believe You will be Fine, You are a Very Strong Person, and You'll get this Under Control!! My Best to You and Yours, and Have a Great Holiday!! Smile

red1030 · 12-21-2008, 12:24 AM

Deb...it is so good to hear from you. You are missed so much. I am sorry to hear about your fight with depression. I understand how hard it can be. Please always know that we are here and if you need anything just as jayne said, we are a phone call away. Love Red

AQA · 12-21-2008, 01:49 AM

I am glad to hear some things are going good. Keep in mind that this forum has a lot of ears. You can always come here to talk.

Take Care my friend

monster · 12-21-2008, 03:47 AM

Deb you have really been missed! I'm sorry to hear you are having to deal with such major depression. I'm thrilled to hear about your job though, it sounds like you are working for a good company. Please come and see us when you have time, we have missed you.

Hugs,
Monster