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[unclebuck]

There is a click of people here that like to team up on people that does not conform to their thoughts on allot of things like mm politics and i feel it is unfair but hey i will not be chased away or bullied into anything I owe no apologies and do not expect any either but if you attack me i will defend myself if you have a need to belittle me expect the same. I feel any dirty laundry should be a personal matter and not aired but hey go figure.

If you feel that I talk above you it is not my fault as I understand this more than you and am smarter but to apologize for it why I feel attacked for those commits as I have never said anyone here was to slow to understand but you keep putting words in my mouth and trying to make me the bad guy when I know it is not me. So take a look in the mirror first.

[jayne]

BULL CHIT.....

[unclebuck]

BITCHEN MAN CAN YOU DIG IT DIG DUG

[MJC]

OH MY LORD.....this person is horrible! Knows more and is smarter....Jesus! I came upon this a bit late but I am flabbergasted.

Cajun Hugsssssss,
MJC

[jayne]

no MJC he was /is a good man that a work injury and the drugs needed to calm that pain and a hateful WC worker has turned paranoid.....its a shame.....When you take a person who worked hard 10 -12 hours a day and turn him into a quivering mass of pain that stays in a dark house locked into a recliner because he was being watched by a PI it does really strange thinga to you...Some of us can make it thru that with just an ocational trip in depression he fell into the well and cant get out of it ....
If nothing else this should teach us to come here and get help when we do fall into that pit early before it consumes us.......I am sorry to say I believe it is to late for him altho many of us tried to help him he was to far into his paranoia for us to help.....I will miss the funny person I could talk to on the phone cuz even that was getting paranoid.......I hope and pray his wife makes all the right choices for her and the kids

[capricorn]

Jayne, I agree and know that you have helped him and protected him as much as you could...It's so sad what the system does to IW. I also spent some time back and forth with PM and all of a sudden he would disappear just as I thought I was making some headway. I have had a couple of breakdowns because of the treatment I have gotten so I do understand. He wasn't one of the lucky ones. The paranoia certainly took control of him. Sad. God bless him and his family.

CAP

[jayne]

cap alot of us tried even Admin cutting him lots of slack he just wasnt one we could help...he will always be on my 9 oclocks...just let this be a lesson to come here and ask for help before that dark monster gets ahold of your mind........love you cappy

[capricorn]

Love you too my friend. I have some updates but can't find the words yet. I have to search my heart and soul to do this.


CAP

[red1030]

Hi all... I wish I had had a little more insight before I said something about talking nicer to people. I should have known it was him, but did not. I would have handled it much differently if I had known. He is such an angry man. Blaimes the world for what has happened to him. Paranoia is real to the person experiencing it and it is very painful in and of itself. I wish he could get some help for this and get on the right medications to help him relieve himself of this paranoia. jayne thanks for always being his friend and trying to help when you could. I too believe he may beyound reach, but I can't hope and pray that that is not true. Love Red

[MJC]

My apologizes to all for my harsh judgement. I have not read as much as you all have and I certainly did not realize who this actually was doing that posting. I guess I missed alot. I used poor judgement in a quick manner without knowing enough of the details that went with it.

Of course you all know that this person will also be remembered in my prayers.

I am so far behind on this board I don't think I will ever catch up.

Cajun Hugsssssssss,
MJC