Vain

[red1030]

Hi all....I am now at my daughters so I have more access to a computer and it even has DSL... My husband and I are staying here for the remainder of our trip. We are having a birthday party on Sunday and then off to Tulsa we leave on Monday. I am very excited about going to Tulsa and meeting all of you. I believe that has captured my mind through this whole situation and brought me through to the other side of the river has they say. I am very thankful for my on line family and for all of the support that I have recieved from all of you. And Wink, I believe you brought the first true smile to my face since I left Spring in Idaho. Thank you... we missed you so much and I missed you lots. I like your smiley you know... I wish I could do that... but you know that I could never hurt anyone ever, even it it made me feel better... becasue that would be a feel better that would be short lived.

As you know...we have moved most of our personal items to Oregon and they are stored, so my husband and I are going to go home and give this more thought and then come to some kind of rationale conclusion that is not based on the all the emotions that I am feeling or not feeling at the moment. So much more has happened that I can't even begin to discuss... but as they say, "this too shall pass" and soon an informed decision about our plans will be shared. Again... everyone a great big THANK YOU. YOu are all the best... love you all.... Red

[snowbear]

Ohhh Red..YOU are soooooo loved!!!! All of the comments have truly touched my heart...wow what a wonderful family we have here!!!! Everyone of you are awesome...from Jayne's kick a** to turn the other cheeck. I am soooooooo proud of ALL of you!!!!!!!!! Red, please know that you are a beautiful person...you have a heart of gold...and always show soooooo much love to others. I don't know why they said the things they did...maybe it was meant to be so you will re-evaluate your move...maybe it's because we always seem to hurt the ones we love the most. Please remember the words to a song "you can't please everyone so you've got to please yourself". You are such an inspiration to soooo many of us here Red and you are sooooo loved!!!!!

[Pooh]

yeppers that she is