off topic just me

[jayne]

I am sorry if I have contributed to any ones feelings being hurt I am in a very bad place right now.....too much sadness going on in my life I am reaching deep to find comfort in my faith....Billibubba I have forgiven 1171 he/she is just to borrow anothers words "a stick in the mud" and any other time what he said would have rolled off my back...It didnt this time.....
Please friends dont worry about me....I have a funeral to go to today I have to find a way to accept this childs death and with the grace of God I will but I cant expect it to go away over nite and to expose you all to it has been unfair and for that I am sorry.
I also have alot of pain right now with all the storms going thru day after day.....and then court the 7th with C and R negotions going back and forth to try and come to an agreement before we go to court,everytime the phone rings I jump its just a heavy load sorry I exposed you all to it...at least you guys just have to read it,my poor family is having to live with it..
I will be back I will read but will do my best not to post and expose you all to my overwelming and volitile mood swings....
Wink good luck on your negotions its rough isnt it.
Snowbear prayers are being said for you my friend.As for all my friends here.remember me in yours........jayne

[Dallas307]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family as well as friends. (((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))

[Deb]

May God bless you, your family and friends. This has to be one of the most trying times in a persons life. The loss of a child is very hard to deal with. My empathy for the parents. My son passed away 24 years ago and there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him, there is not a day that goes by that I don't miss him. I don't think I will ever get over the tragic loss however I have learned over the years to deal with my emotions. I no longer cry at the drop of a hat, the mention of his name, a darling little teddy bear that I have kept and preserved. Know that God will be there for you and your family here on this forum will be there for you. Please don't hesitate to PM me or email me if you ever need a shoulder. I will gladly give you mine.

Deb

[punk]

Jayne, yes..it's a tragedy. Hopefully a lesson learned as well. I'm praying for you and that child's family...loads of them!!
In the meantime...maybe this will help you out a little:


Where God Ain't

He was just a little boy, on a week's first day.
Wandering home from Sunday School, and dawdling on the way.

He scuffed his shoes into the grass; he even found a caterpillar.
He found a fluffy milkweed pod, and blew out all the "filler."

A bird's nest in a tree overhead, so wisely placed up so high.
Was just another wonder, that caught his eager eye.

A neighbor watched his zig zag course, and hailed him from the lawn;
Asked him where he'd been that day and what was going on.

"I've been to Bible School ," he said and turned a piece of sod.
He picked up a wiggly worm replying, "I've learned a lot about God."

"M'm, very fine way," the neighbor said, "for a boy to spend his time."
"If you'll tell me where God is, I'll give you a brand new dime."

Quick as a flash the answer came! Nor were his accents faint.
"I'll give you a dollar, Mister, if you can tell me where God ain't."

Remember, God may have a greater plan...one we can't expect to understand at a time like this, right? And, as has been said many, many times over, "This too, shall pass."
Take care my friend....we're hear for you...all you have to do is say the word!!!

[Guest]

(((((((jayne))))))) sending my thoughts and prayers your way!

[Spring]

Jayne.....Please take several moments through out each day and find time just for Jayne and God. Call it Jayne and God time. You really need it. Your life at this time feels like it is caving in around you. Please ask the the Lord above to pick it up...and he shall. I will also ask him to help you. He will protect you and your family. He will wrapp you in his arms and hold those caving walls up as the world spins out of control. He will slow all this down for you...just ask. But you have to take those... Jayne and God moments no matter what is going on in your day. So this evening I what you to pour your favorite drink and go sit outside all by yourself in your favorite spot...look up in to the beatiful skys. Take some good deep breathes and have a good talk with god then say your prayers. Then some good deep breathes. If you can do this at 9:00pm I will join you. And maybe a few others here can join us. (If you are having bad weather go to the barn...just some where...where know one will bother you. You need to take care of YOU. You derserve it. So I will be outside sitting in swing at 9:00pm looking up saying a prayer first for me then my family then for you then for all my friend here. Will you join me? Come on everyone ...join Jayne & I outside this evening who will support Jayne with this?

[red1030]

Jayne...my prayers are with you. Spring I will be there at 9 PM with you. Jayne...just talk care of you now...and give yourself some time to heal. We love you..we will be here when you need us.

[Still in Limbo]

Jayne, wishing you the best, and I hope the family of that small child can find peace in knowing He's left Hell, and is now being held in the arms Of The Lord!

[jayne]

spring and Red ever so much thanks I do feel alot better today.....thank all who took a min outa their day to pray for me cuz it helped alot