off topic just me

[jayne]

I am sorry if I have contributed to any ones feelings being hurt I am in a very bad place right now.....too much sadness going on in my life I am reaching deep to find comfort in my faith....Billibubba I have forgiven 1171 he/she is just to borrow anothers words "a stick in the mud" and any other time what he said would have rolled off my back...It didnt this time.....
Please friends dont worry about me....I have a funeral to go to today I have to find a way to accept this childs death and with the grace of God I will but I cant expect it to go away over nite and to expose you all to it has been unfair and for that I am sorry.
I also have alot of pain right now with all the storms going thru day after day.....and then court the 7th with C and R negotions going back and forth to try and come to an agreement before we go to court,everytime the phone rings I jump its just a heavy load sorry I exposed you all to it...at least you guys just have to read it,my poor family is having to live with it..
I will be back I will read but will do my best not to post and expose you all to my overwelming and volitile mood swings....
Wink good luck on your negotions its rough isnt it.
Snowbear prayers are being said for you my friend.As for all my friends here.remember me in yours........jayne