I received a nice e-mail from MJC this morning, She asked me to start a new thread, and kind of fill everyone in on what has been going on, She will be on later and and add to this thread.
She has been very depressed, and also trying to be weaned off her Oxycontin, Getting herself ready for her surgery. In alot of pain, and then finally got her diabetic meds straightened around.. She got word on sunday that her Dad's sister has lung Cancer. So if not one thing it is another.
Just hanging in there fighting with WC which is enough to depress the strongest of people
She said Jayne called her last nite and boosted her spirits , also said she is sorry she haden't been on to update us and sorry she made us worry.
Quote"You guys are the best is all I can say. Of course that is not something Iam learning at the moment I always knew this."
Little Kyser is her saving grace and she loves him so much........Thank the Lord for grand children.
She sends Cajun Hugssssssssssss!
First, my apologizies to everyone for making you worry. I am ashamed and should not have done that. I thank Tuffy for giving you a brief update. I thank Jayne for calling me last night and giving me a boost, which I desperately needed and did not know it. I have just been having an overloaded, I allowed all this surgery crap and WC crap to get the best of me and it sent me into a bad state of depression. At this time I am trying to pull myself out of this rut I have been in. Like Tuffy said, Kyzer is what has been keeping me going. If I did not have him to live for right now I would a totally lost soul. I guess God is helping to keep me going. It is also wonderful to know that so many of you care about us when we are in turmoil as many of you have also been my salvation we I have needed. This is going to be short but I had gave my word to Tuffy and Jayne that I would be on here today. I am in alot of pain and I lay down for the most part of the day and night. I sleep when my body allows me to.....which is not much. I have some pain med changes and I am not sure how this will work but I am trying to stay positive. Still not sure on when surgery will be. Kyzer knows who his MiMi is now as his face lights up like a Christmas tree when he see me and then hears my voice. He has started to talk to me now when I speak to him. I haven't figured out what he is saying but I am sure is it something like, MiMi, I am so glad you came to see me or I love you MiMi. He is just too precious and growing. I will ask you for prayers for my Aunt Catherine, my dad's sister that is dying with lung cancer which I found out this past Sunday. Pray that she does not linger and suffer. This will be the 5th person I lose this year that I am very close to. This has just been a tuff year for me as this year is coming to an end and I will be glad to start a new one. Maybe next year will be a better one.
I will end this and go lay back down. Please know that I am still praying for all of you in my 9pm prayers and if I don't make it till 9 you are in my prayers when I get in my bed. I love all of you dearly and all of you mean the world to me. God bless all of you and always remember I love y'all and you are the greatest.
Cajun Hugsssssssssssss,
MJC
MJC- thank you for checking in we were worried about you. Prayers going up that you will find some relief and get some rest.
Well, I posted on a couple threads and trying to have a funny disposition today. Trying to get out of my rut. I am having a really painful day today. Pain from my lower back, into both groins and down both legs to my feet. I tried a hot soak this morning and was hurting to bad to lay in the tub. I have been laying down and just got up for a bit so I thought I would come see my extended family and let you hear from me. Gonna go lay back down now. Love all of you!
Cajun Hugssssssssss,
MJC
MJC call your Doc see if there is something he can do to help you....Today is a hi pain day for me also...I showered my Daddy yesterday..... it always hurts to help him in and out of the shower but he enjoys the shower so much..... I have given up helping Momma in and out so homehealth helps me there but Daddy wont let anyone else help him......But as you know our family is what keeps us going
My Sweet, Sweet, Cajun Honey, My Heart Aches for You Right Now!! I Will Pray for Strength for You, as You have done for Me More Times than I can Count!! You are in My Thoughts and Prayers Daily, and I'm Only a Call Away if You need to Talk!!
Thanks to all of you that posted such words of kindness. Jayne, can't do anything else right now. I am waiting to see the neurologist for EMG/NCV on Nov. 4 then back to my surgeon.
I want all of you to know that I feel like I am getting out of my depressed rut. Thanks to Tuffy, Jayne and all of the rest of you that had such kind and loving words to say to me. I am still doing alot of resting at this time to not suffer more than I have to. I love all of you dearly!
Cajun Hugssssssssssssss,
MJC
MJC...I am so sorry to hear of this. I am so glad that jayne and Tuffy have been there for you. You know I find it interesting but ever so true to life, that when one of us is down, one of us knows it. It is not always the same one to know it, but someone does and comes to a our aide. I know you were there for me. I thank you for it from the bottom of my heart. If there is anything I can do for you, please just let me know. I miss you and hope to see you again someday soon. Love Red