01-15-2009, 06:44 PM
Life threw me a really bad curve but I will be okay. I would rather God have taken me than my little furbaby who was so full of life and love. However that was not the way His plan worked out. Of all I have been through in the last almost 5 years now this is the one that almost did me in.
However I am slowly making my way through the grieving process and will once again be as okay as possible. I have an appointment Monday afternoon to have more nerve blocks in my neck. The doctor will be blocking so many that the next ones will be done in two sessions. He blocked 3 in October and has I think 8 more to go. If these work which so far they have I believe the plan is to permanently kill them later on.
I also have another expedited hearing on the 27th aboput getting my TTD started again. I have no hopes for this as I have learned not to get my hopes up about these things but at least my attorney is trying.
Hugs to you all and thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
Oh and BTW, I am no longer mad at God just the situation and the fact that I cannot provide for my furbabies as I once did.
Hugs,
Monster
However I am slowly making my way through the grieving process and will once again be as okay as possible. I have an appointment Monday afternoon to have more nerve blocks in my neck. The doctor will be blocking so many that the next ones will be done in two sessions. He blocked 3 in October and has I think 8 more to go. If these work which so far they have I believe the plan is to permanently kill them later on.
I also have another expedited hearing on the 27th aboput getting my TTD started again. I have no hopes for this as I have learned not to get my hopes up about these things but at least my attorney is trying.
Hugs to you all and thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
Oh and BTW, I am no longer mad at God just the situation and the fact that I cannot provide for my furbabies as I once did.
Hugs,
Monster
