03-11-2008, 11:54 AM
Please Bear with Me these next Few Weeks, I have gotten some News about My Health, none too Good! About 10 Days ago, I was Diagnosed with COPD, and now I have to Take Spariva Once a Day, and Smoking has to go! I also went to an Eye and Ear Specialist, due to loss of Hearing, and Constant Ringing, and after Sending Me for a CT Scan, I have a Rushed Appt. with an Ear Specialist at UPMC in Pittsburgh next Monday, at the Eye and Ear Center with a Specialist that only Deals with Ears. They were Very Sketchy at My Last Appt., kind of Hedging on My Results, You know how they Act when they don't want to be the Bearer of Bad News, it Seems they just want the Dr. at the Hospital to Tell Me the News. This Naturally, is on Top of the Problems I already Have.
My Stress Level is Extremely High, and I can Feel My Depression getting Worse, so if I should Happen to get Snippy, or Say Something Wrong, Please let me know, I don't want to Hurt Anyones Feelings on Here. Along with All of this, My Case is awaiting Decision by the Judge, and the Defense Lawyer FINALLY Sent in His Findings of Facts, 51 Days Late, and it's 21 Pages Full of Untruths, and Right Out Lies!! My Daughter is doing Great in School, Her Tutorial is going to be Used not Only Locally, but on a National Level as Well, and that's a Bright Spot, but it was quickly Dashed when Her Boyfriend decided to go on a 2 Day Bender, and this was the Last Straw for Me with Him Living Here, so Out the Door He went, and My Daughter went with Him, Breaking My Wife and I's Heart. They are Staying with His Parents, so I know She's Safe, but I Wish She would just See that He is only going to Cause Her Hurt in the End, You know the Type, a Partier that can't Hold a Job, and at 27 Years Old this should be Out of His System, and it should be Time to Get Serious about Life. But My Daughter, Bless Her Soul is an Enabler, and She is going to have to Learn on Her Own, She's Stubborn like Her Old Man, and Has to Learn through Experience!
I Guess I am just So Pi**ed Off over All of this, I'm only 45 for Gods Sake, and Before my Injury 3 1/2 Years Ago, I was the Perfect Picture of Health, and now it just Seems like Every thing's Going Down Hill Fast, and I don't Like it One Bit!! I just want to get back to the way things Were Before this Injury, I Worked Hard, and Played Harder, but I know I will Never See ANY of that Again, and that's a Pill I'm finding Very Hard to Swallow!! I'll Check in from Time to Time, and Post when I can, I'm by No Means Leaving the Site, You Guys are the World to Me, Just Please Forgive Me if I don't Post Much until I get Some things Figured Out. Sorry so Long, and to Anyone who's Read this Entire Post. Thank You for Listening, and Have a Great Day!!
My Stress Level is Extremely High, and I can Feel My Depression getting Worse, so if I should Happen to get Snippy, or Say Something Wrong, Please let me know, I don't want to Hurt Anyones Feelings on Here. Along with All of this, My Case is awaiting Decision by the Judge, and the Defense Lawyer FINALLY Sent in His Findings of Facts, 51 Days Late, and it's 21 Pages Full of Untruths, and Right Out Lies!! My Daughter is doing Great in School, Her Tutorial is going to be Used not Only Locally, but on a National Level as Well, and that's a Bright Spot, but it was quickly Dashed when Her Boyfriend decided to go on a 2 Day Bender, and this was the Last Straw for Me with Him Living Here, so Out the Door He went, and My Daughter went with Him, Breaking My Wife and I's Heart. They are Staying with His Parents, so I know She's Safe, but I Wish She would just See that He is only going to Cause Her Hurt in the End, You know the Type, a Partier that can't Hold a Job, and at 27 Years Old this should be Out of His System, and it should be Time to Get Serious about Life. But My Daughter, Bless Her Soul is an Enabler, and She is going to have to Learn on Her Own, She's Stubborn like Her Old Man, and Has to Learn through Experience!
I Guess I am just So Pi**ed Off over All of this, I'm only 45 for Gods Sake, and Before my Injury 3 1/2 Years Ago, I was the Perfect Picture of Health, and now it just Seems like Every thing's Going Down Hill Fast, and I don't Like it One Bit!! I just want to get back to the way things Were Before this Injury, I Worked Hard, and Played Harder, but I know I will Never See ANY of that Again, and that's a Pill I'm finding Very Hard to Swallow!! I'll Check in from Time to Time, and Post when I can, I'm by No Means Leaving the Site, You Guys are the World to Me, Just Please Forgive Me if I don't Post Much until I get Some things Figured Out. Sorry so Long, and to Anyone who's Read this Entire Post. Thank You for Listening, and Have a Great Day!!
I am sorry to hear of these new health issues. I hope you get answers soon, sometimes the waiting can actually be worse than the problem.